under a tree

i’m seeing it all
as a great adventure to test
out things that i have not tried before to watch
what happens when i try something new and maybe
delight in what occurs or maybe not like it at all but it is
becoming clear that it does not matter much what happens
once the deed is done and the thing whatever the
thing is yes we have tread that ground
before but sometimes perhaps
i will get tired and i
will
want
to sit
under
a tree
and
rest
and
see
bees buzz
around me and
then i will smile and be done